The Tormenting Trauma of My Body Memories

TRIGGER WARNING   My body starts to tense up as I toss and turn in a semi-dreamlike state which is drawing me into a darkness that I have no control to fight off and instantly I am back there again. The faces, with their every small detail and expression; the voices so clear I am … Continue reading The Tormenting Trauma of My Body Memories

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The Persistent Darkness of My Suicidal Thoughts

        The thoughts never truly end. They stick with me like my shadow, but appear not only when I step into the light. They carry a weight that pulls me back two steps for every one I move forward, hindering the progress I work so hard to achieve. They are like a … Continue reading The Persistent Darkness of My Suicidal Thoughts

The Fear of My Emotional Oversensitivity

    Borderline personality disorder and relationships are like oil and vinegar; without constant attention to stirring they separate. The rollercoaster of emotions we live on takes us from extreme highs to abysmal lows, with little warning and varying frequencies. We don’t seem to have much of a middle point or grey area when it … Continue reading The Fear of My Emotional Oversensitivity